Long, long time ago, even the wind has already forgotten. She loved a man. A jerk one that she walked through years with. She gave him everything and he pushed her off the cliff. She lost her best friend, her soul mate, her smile, her laugh, her everything. She knew it sound exaggerated. She could hardly breathe thus she made a choice among her gloomy desperate days. She had to live, whatever it takes, no matter how much time until she reached a point. And yeah, she tried her best. But she changed. She was no longer weak, she built a tall tight wall surrounding her. Betrayed by the one she gave her life made her stronger in any possible way. She was happy at least, though she felt empty inside every now and then. Until one day, she realized she was truly happy, lived. She continued her life gratefully. Yet like a ghost, memories often came and assaulted her guard. It was not like no other men flirted with her, or she tried to fell into another man. She just could not. Even there was a time she fell pretty hard, she was forgotten by the man. And it was not like she still had a feeling for that jerk one. It was just memories that attacked. Or something else, she hoped for free so hardly. If only she can just eat apples and collapsed to death, or something that can erase her memories. But she knew no one can. And some day, there was a guy. She was not so close with, she barely knew that man. One day he asked her for a walk. It could not be considered as a date though, and she was fell. Again. Nearly hard this time. But she knew she should not expect anything. She had fallen for many times. He might not see her as the one he would love. But she wished for a yes. He might not have interest to spend the days with her. But she wished for a yes. There were still many possibilities since no one can know another feeling. But she wished she was. She needed someone to spends her life with. A whole of the rest days she had. But some said to fall in love when you are ready, not when you are lonely. And when that day will come. Oh jerk, what you have done to her. To her life.
