Halo apa kabar?

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Sedikit dingin di sini, kabar baiknya sekarang sudah memasuki bulan Ramadan dan sudah masuk libur semester genap. Yeah! Mari singkirkan sejenak segala tanggung jawab semester depan selama setidaknya seminggu (aduh)

Yep banyak hal yang telah terjadi, dan aku nyadar kok terlalu banyak awan kelabu menggantung di blog ini haha. Sorry for not sorry but please keep on being my best huge friendly trash bin in sincerity.

Banyak hal yang telah terjadi.

Some said that as we grew older, we realized how much people we can and should filter from our life dan seseorang pernah bilang, semakin dewasa, kita akan semakin lihai mengelabuhi. Life's sucks and I don't wanna grow up at all. Ada seorang teman, yang mungkin sebenarnya kita nggak cocok satu sama lain, tapi kita saling membutuhkan. Hal yang nggak aku suka adalah sikapnya yang kadang kurang bertanggung jawab, dan sikapnya yang semanis gula kalau dia merasa bersalah karena meninggalkan tanggung jawabnya, not to mention another flaws she had or bunch of flaws I myself own, because still, I love this friend. Dan sejujurnya, aku nggak tahu harus bersikap gimana, atau gimana caranya menjelaskan ke orang lain, sekedar buat ngasih saran, atau sekadar untuk mengeluh. I know I'm still that stiff  silly awkward dwarf hikkikomori you once knew and still be. But I love this girl, really. I'm just hoping someday she'd realize it. Someday. Yeah.

And there's this thing happening again with my exo since Kris's lawsuit. Baekhyun spotted for dating with snsd's Taeyeon. And my heart broke (not to mention than Taeyeon is also my ultimate bias in snsd but still it hurts man). Mungkin aku adalah seseorang dari exostan, tapi aku nggak pernah menyukai fandom ini, sama halnya seperti ELF. Mereka labil dan tega menusuk biasnya sendiri dari belakang. Ah, bakal butuh waktu lama dan cerita berlembar-lembar untuk menuliskannya di sini. Dan lagi aku nggak ingin membuka luka lama lol. But it's okay, I'm okay now. I'm broke but it's okay it's not like I can do something really helpful for you and then there she is, patting you wherever you did a good job, stay right beside you wherever you feelin blue. At least I'm happy to know that you have someone like her brings happiness out of you. Please stay strong because this storm will be gone through the time and warm spring breeze is sure to come. Exo saranghaja!

Ip? Ah, lupakan saja hahaha. Alhamdulillah, naik sedikit dari tahun lalu, naik 0,02 but still it's such a relief eh? Hehe. Oh? foto? Tunggu akan kuapload sebentar lagi. Jadi ceritanya, untuk perancangan, ini adalah proyek satu semester, jadi kita disuruh bikin sepeda. Dan taraaa this is my bike :3

Introducing you to Florin!

Jadi Florin adalah sepeda yang didesain khusus untuk anak dengan hobi berkebun. Selain itu, Florin juga mengemban misi mulia untuk mengedukasi anak tentang pentingnya menjaga ruang hijau di sekitar kita. Untuk proses lebih lengkapnya sila kunjungi https://www.facebook.com/FlorinBicycle?ref_type=bookmark :D

Yuk, visit and ride your own garden! (special credit goes to my lil sister Iza for being model dadakan lol)

Dan hal yang lain? Hmm mungkin belum ada, dan aku bertekad untuk menjadi lebih produktif liburan ini, no wacana! Semangat! Dan semangat juga kamu \m/

Mixed

It's weird feeling down because of people you knew they don't even know you're exist. I'm just hoping for no changes, is that too much to asking for? This is why you should pick a literally 3D mood boosters so if they're feeling blue you can just hug them and stay beside them and telling them everything's gonna be alright and tell a joke and bring ice cream and whatever you want to do just do it as a return.

Are you guys okay, oppa? Are you okay, Galaxy Hyung? Have you guys eaten yet?

About Kris's Rumours

I'm not that person who tells everyone whenever they feeling down, I'm not that person who easily turned off the guard. Books, SJ, and EXO are my only company (let's not talk about Allah or family because its a must). I'm not really good with people and they are my only escape. I know it's sounds exaggerrated for some people, but you never walk with their shoes, you'll never know rite. And now it's like I'm flying back to 2009 when Hangeng's case happened. It's never be the same since, the hole is still there. Now, I know it might be just a rumour. Please be a rumour, and please, can any of you guys just stay. Please.

Introducing my (another) new boys

Soo here we go again, how are you guys? I'm good. I know I'm writing this pretty late but I'm in love with 12 cute fussy gang of boys named EXO. Yep it's just another boyband. At first I kinda dislike this group because it quite resemble suju and I don't like it how people keep saying they are the next successor and suju is just out of date. As an ELF how do you think I could possibly bear with that? Honestly they make me felt uneasy why suju aren't 13 again why does things goes this way for them and etcetera, I know I'm quite exaggerate but you know I might be the most stiff-stubborn person you've ever met, so, yeah, it took me a while to acknowledge them though I'm sure I couldn't be the only one teehe.

As time passing by they were everywhere on internet so I can't just ignoring them eh. And in the end I'm giving up and took my guard downs, so nah here boys welcome to mama :>

The last (and first) time kpop made me into a freak-fangirl stage is suju. Now EXO bring me back to those memories. And surprisingly, I kinda miss this old side of me. Being fangirl is a bliss.

What I love about EXO is they have such a perfect concept. From logo up to fashion they had prepared well. SM had thought it for real apparently, I always love the concept. By the way, first time I enter this fandom my big question was "How am I supposed to pick bias out of this boys?!" seriously it was pretty hard since they whole good looking and all. It was not hard for picking the first bias, but the second was, uh, I ended up putting 2 biases as my second bias lol. So the first is Baek Hyun-- already fallen for him since the very start. And the second is DO and Chanyeol. But overall, I love them all teehe. Maybe they're not as funny as suju when it comes to variety, they weren't do that well in performance yet either, but they still have a hope. It's too early to decide that, and they debuted in different era, so let's not comparing both of them since I like both very much. Having something you obsessed with is lighten up your life, it's nice tho. Bring it on, boys XD

Today trivia:
When I entered this fandom I just realize that I always picking up bias named after "Hyun". Nah lol.

Kyu Hyun, Jong Hyun, Baek Hyun