Hi.
Let's fast forward to 4 years later. I know I always write whenever I am feeling blue. I've been away from this platform for years and I am coming back being miserable again haha.
Turned out, some of my wishes on my previous post did come true. Some of them weren't. That's why am coming back here hahahahaha. Pathetic.
I think I lost my sense to write, my vocabularies are limited and my tenses are not great. I also lost a person I dear so much. I lost myself these past days. I lost bucks of money just to make my mind stay sane (aka expensive food). To sums up, my world is crumbling down into pieces, just like an apple pie I have finished just now.
It didn't even occur in my mind that I am going to lost someone to a stranger. But I did. Twice. It's funny how I trusted this person with my life and this is the way he turned back to me. Being cheated is hurts. Sometimes it hurts so much I couldn't even handle myself, another time is just a numb. Like there's hollow inside my chest that feels hurt and nothing at the same time.
Dear Yogi (hope this find you well), infidelity doesn't make me forget faster, it only doubles the pain.
Dear Yogi (hope this find you well), infidelity doesn't make me forget faster, it only doubles the pain.
Ah, when will this end?
