Really

"Leave my door open just a crack
Please take me away from here
'Cause I feel like such an insomniac
Please take me away from here
Why do I tire of counting sheep?
Please take me away from here
When I'm far too tired to fall asleep" - Fireflies, owl city

Nope, just tired with... everything.
If life is about choices, am I choose it right? Can I just choose nothing? And lead a life like I have the whole world, in my own palm? Living a life with my own way? Is there any possibility? Can I just skip this straight away? Please?

What and If. If you put those words next to each other, it will haunted you for the rest of your life. Really.

Can I just eat apple and collapsed to sleep? I might be dreaming of better thing. Could it be?

And don't wake me up. Let me drown.

(Bukan) Minggu Tenang

Hello world!

Selamat malam! Aku sedang di Malang loh.

Iya, ini lagi libur minggu tenang. Sebenarnya sih, ketimbang disebut minggu tenang lebih tepat disebut liburan-sih-tapi-hati-nggak-tenang-perkara-tugas-menumpuk haha.

Liburan ini agak aneh. Lebih tepatnya, ayahku yang aneh. Mungkin beliau lagi seneng banget perkara dapet cuti seminggu, dan semua anggota keluarga lengkap di rumah. Mungkin itu yang memicu ayahku jadi rekreasi-freak. Beliau lagi giat menjalankan program ayo-rekreasi-sekeluarga-mumpung-lagi-cuti. Entahlah. Biasanya beliau paling anti diajak jalan-jalan. Capek, selalu begitu katanya.

Sekali lagi, entahlah.

Seseorang bisa berubah.

Dan aku jadi bingung. Kapan mau ngerjakan tugas.

Jeng jeng jeng.

Oke, jadi destinasi kami kali ini pulang ke rumah mbah di Tulungagung, lanjut wisata pantai dan ke Blitar, ke makam Bung Karno. Ini makam pertama yang kukunjungi, yang banyak orang jual souvenir, dan ada perpustakaannya anyway. Jadi orang hebat itu hebat ya, ternyata.

Dan upcoming plan, rencananya sih lusa mau ke batu, besoknya lagi mau bromo. Tapi entahlah jadi atau enggak-- yang kuharap enggak. Tugasku..... T___T

Ini ada beberapa foto hasil liburan nyiahaha. Ada juga yang kuupload di applespile.deviantart.com 

Come stopping by ;) *sebenarnya sih karena pagenya sepi, dan nggak pernah keurus- haha

Lagi coba monokrom. Lagian kan sedang ada di situs sejarah :p

Yes, I'm ready

Morning wet streets, violet sky, morning dew, a bus which took me back to reality.
Its still early in the morning, good morning :)

Im not home. Im not ready. Im not okay. Yet I have to. And yes I know I will.

Here I am on a bus, right side next to window.
You know why I prefer take a seat on right side?
So I dont have to see those path, that will lead me home, and feelin sick whenever I leave.
So I could see those path, that will lead me home, and feelin blessed regardless how far it still.

Yes, one should have a house. Wherever it takes, a place where the warmth spread out even if you just think about it. A place which makes you have a short leave and sooner home. A place which makes you feel able to fulfill all the challenges out there.

So I won't give up, not even a little chunk \m/