A little conversation with a little mirror

It's almost been 6 years and you still can't kick him out of your mind. How impressing you are. Countless agonizing just from one person, and you still love him that deep. How stupid you are. How many sweet words he gave you, how many heartbreak, how many broken promise, how many empty hope? You still don't get it yet? You knew his sorry means nothing, you knew he didn't mean it from the bottom of his heart, you knew his apologize wouldn't change anything, and yet, you made him as the center of your gravity? You must the real stupid person ever. Ever